It's not because i cannot accept it, no.
I know very clearly that the day will come eventually.

But, the fact that you leave me this fast,
still makes me hurt and sad.
I just need more time to used to it.
I try my best to hold back my tear.

Now, since I realize that I cannot see you even if I really miss you,
It makes another pain.

It's been a while not seeing you in person Dad,
And still, that day, I cannot make it to see you, hug you, and hold your hands
just for the last time.
It really hurts me, and i cannot help it and just crying.

Daddy, I love you so much.
You're always be in my memory and my heart. 

(In attempt to ease my heart because of this lost. Everything so fast)