I Know It Hurts...

"Mbak, why... why I feel this one.., it hurts so much.." She said while crying on my shoulder "I dont wanna feel it anymore, I dont.."

I just keep silent, menepuk punggungnya, dan membiarkannya menangis di bahuku.

That's what i'am affraid of... that you will be hurt this much..

That's what i'am affraid of... that your feeling makes you hurt this much..

That's what i'am affraid of... that a man can make such a hurt feeling..

That's why, aku bangun benteng hatiku setinggi mungkin (walaupun sempat berlubang), tak 'kan ku biarkan hatiku terluka untuk yang belum halal bagiku..

You can love someone...
You can like someone...
However...
Don't make it cause you cry..
Don't make it cause you feel a pain..
Don't make it cause you hurt..
Don't make your tears fall down for nothing..

Aku pernah kecewa, aku pernah menangis..

But I try and try again to cry silently in my heart..
Karena saudariku, masih ada hal lain yang lebih patut ditangisi..

Saudariku, kita memang lemah..

tapi jadikan kelemahan itu salah satu penunjang kekuatanmu..

Saudariku, hatiku pun merasakan perihnya..

Menangislah, but promise me one thing..

That all your sorrow must be washing away with your tears tonight..

And your tomorrow, you will make it light bright..

nasihat untukku, untukmu dan untuk mereka,

ukhti fillah...